Friday, December 30, 2011

Strangers in the Midst.

I have done my veyt best to fight this disease with all the mental strenght that I have had. I have allowed it to take its tolll on me physically because my mind was more important and is who anaad what I am. Well itt has marched on and I have not, it is to the point I look at those in my house and wonder who they are. I know I sould know them but I do not. I pretend to be in touch but well Mr. Alzheimer's has taken over and made him serlf at home. I rarely hear from any friends or see them, I hardly hear from any of you anylonger. There once was a time the commentss and emails were difficult to keep up with, now the emptiness of that is setting in. I know everyoe has their proble,s and life to live, but the anger that this disease hels to raise, while not really justified, it happens and and this world of mine has grown smaller, colder, darker and emptier and really not worth being here, I pray and even beg to be taken, but it is in his time. I have nothing more to offer or give and do not know why i am here.
Well i am loooosing my train of thought so take care of yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours! (Amd je Rest pf upi as We;;)
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