Friday, May 04, 2007
As The Storm Clouds Gather
Today is one of those daaays that my head is filled with thunder and grey clouds. I am having a hard time conccentrating and paying atttention to what it is that I am doing. My head is filled with pain that asprin and such will not relieve. It is the total frustration of what is happending and I have no fricken control over it. It makes sit and cry whrn I am alone and even others are around. My only ansswer is that everything is ok, when it is not. It is becoming more difficult to express my self and feelings. All I know is that my house is in order and I await. So each day I slowly slip off to some unknown adventure and listen to all those whoo think that they know what is best and have no idea. There will come a time that this is nolonger holding me.