Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Who The Hell Cares

It has taken me all day to get to this and thry to think through it and I am snot going to use spell checker. I have to look at the keys now andaa sitll things do not come out right. I started this to educate and inform and let people out there know who this disease nown as AD works. I have given all my friends and family the site logation with the links to other blogs and my home pape. Thanks for the lack of support and comments and signing my guest book. Maybe you cannot deal with this, just guess how the frick it feels inside of my head. Had a debate over this with my closetla friend the other night and told him fine don't deal with me then, it is going to get worse so deal with it , I have to, if you cann't move one and take my love with you. I grow angrier and more frustrated each day as one mome slice of me goes away. I have not drive but 2 times I think in the last year, surrendering my license isa; like giving up the last of my freedoms. No where to go and everyone has to take me. This life sucks and I look forward to the end of it.


Lynn said...

I'm sorry that you are so frustrated. I see the changes and wish that I could help stop them. Please don't lose faith in us who find it so difficult to see the changes in you and can only hold on.

Dirty Butter said...

Your frustration and anger are understandable, Joe, but not all family members are going to be able to deal with the "new you." They probably can't deal with it emotionally. I doubt seriously if it's because they don't care about you. Seeing a close loved one change like this is very difficult. As you know, I watched my mother go through it, as well as my father in law.

As for reading or commenting on your blog -- I've been blogging now for about a year and a half, and my hubby has never read a thing I've written, as he can't stand computers. Our daughters have read just a few posts that I know of, and then only because I made a point of saying something about it.

Marion said...

I'm sorry, Joe.

That doesn't help you, I know, but I do understand some of what you are going through, as my mother has fallen prey to a similar disease. She thinks we don't care, either.

But we do, so much. As much as I know your friends and family care about you.

Marsha said...

Hi Joe, I too am a member of blog village. My family and real life friends don't take the time to read or comment on my blog much either. I have made some lovely friends through blogging and get a lot of support from the strangers on the Internet. I hope the same thing happens for you.

Dirty Butter said...

I hope you've had a better day today, Joe, and that the new medicine is making you feel more like your old self.

Take care ;)